I am feeling so blue.
What should I do when I'm so down and upset? My besties they sing me a happy song, do a funny dance and create a random joke just to make me laugh super hard. At last, yes I'm enjoying every crazy moments with them. I sometime think that my besties should be a comedian ;) thank you buddies for cheering me up and make me at least feel much more better when I'm surrounded by you all. Love and cherish each of you :')
Back to the point. Why must people get hurt and hurt each other back? Can't we live in peace and be sincere kind nice to people around us?
Blue. Disappointed. Sad.
I have made a very hard decision, decided to go with it and took every risk and consequence that might happen next. I spent time to think about the problem and find solution for it. Yet I throw away my pride, reputation and egocentric just to blend in and hope everything goes well as how I have expected it to be. Sigh no one realize how much effort I put, what difficulties that I face, how tired I am. At last people still do what they want, some without considering my feeling, some go further by hurting my heart.
Get hurt? Not the first time. I hardly can trust people because I have been hurt too many times. I become much more quiet compare to how I used to be. As silence is the wisest thing to do everytime you feel down, upset and mad. If you don't have any nice words to say out, then don't say anything. Don't hurt people's heart as you know how it feels like when you got hurt. Yes it just hurts, some maybe bleeds.
Sometimes the only thing people see is what you did when in fact they should be looking at why you did it.
Wash away the tears under the rain.
Lesson is best learnt through the pain.
xx
prissie

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