Sometimes you have to smile and act like everything is okay, hold back the tears and walk away...

It's always the darkest before the dawn. It's always the most painful before the breakthrough. Just say, "Lord, I trust you."

Yes, I'm still standing now, but only by the grace of God.

Hi, readers. How've you all been? :) I hope you enjoyed every up and down moments in your life. 

Do you notice that I have change my blog's design? hehehe just wanna get a simple one (maybe because of the age factor hahaha :p ) and I did change my blog's name too. I am sorry if you happened to open my old blog's address and couldn't find any of it anymore. Check my twitter account for my new blog's address okay :)

Recently, I have been busy like a real engineer. Beside assignments and tests, I have a project that need to be done. My proper sleeping time is totally messed up. Almost everyday I went back to my apartment around 4AM to 5AM. I am tired and didn't have a proper meal (actually I lose my appetite to eat). Spent my days, my time at library or classmate's house, studying together, solving problems, memorizing formulas&steps, doing project, but in the middle of that, we still managed to have a tea break time, ordered four large pans of pizza, have a McD's delivery, and simply just enjoying the busy time and the tension due to the deadline. I thank God for having a good team members, a supportive friends and mates, I am glad that we had finished our works. I can feel the excitement of an engineer who officially finished the 66 units of double stories bungalow project. I hope the client will like it, and the tendering process goes well. ;;)

I am flying to penang island this afternoon for my medical check up. Many of my friends asked why I need to fly so far away just for the sake of medical check up. Well, I don't think that penang island is really that far. I have been travelled to that place since I was kid, and it's actually a normal thing for us as an Indonesian-Chinese, we used to go to penang hospital to do our routine medical check up (twice in a year), since we were kids and maybe until we grow older. :) I am quite excited and looking forward to it. I have been really busy and exhausted for the past week and I am really grateful for this lil getaway. I also bring my notes because next coming week is my final exam. I plan to pamper myself with a good delicious foods over there. I will be coming back on Monday and the hectic week gonna start again as everyone will be busy studying like a mad person. :D I just don't like the atmosphere of final exam. Everybody gets so sensitive, depressed, frustrated, tension. Please take care of your health, my dear friends.

Btw, just now the engineering students were having a 'before departure briefing' with HoP for the coming soon internship. Basically he just explained what to DO and DON'T at the working place later, how to write a report on what we learn at the site and blablablaaa... I am really excited and yet nervous too. Let surrender all to daddy Jesus. ^^ I am so impressed with my future internship company. First, they always reply the emails very fast. Second, I can feel that they really take care of their interns, I feel so loved. :D and they are so detailed which I like it. Third, I gonna meet some new friends who are also going to do the internship at the same company as mine, there are total 4 people (including me, I have a feeling that I am the only girl again) :p I pray that the internship gonna be good, fun, nice and got a lot of things to learn and absorb. I want it to be an unforgettable working experience. I hope I can blend in well, working in team, get to know and make friends with colleagues and some who are already expert at their fields. The only thing is I need to wake up early every morning, my working hours is from 8am to 5pm, from Monday to Friday, and Saturday is alternative. Okay, I never imagined I have to work on my weekend until 5pm. I don't think I have time to go to the town to have fun with my besties or relaxing. Okay, no complain! Should be grateful, as I got a chance to learn in a real working place, some more, the company is going to give me salary. Yay! Thank God for everything. :)))

I really want to thank God for His protection, kindness, favor, and blessings that He gave to me these days. He provided me things that I have never thought before. It feels so great seeing how He works into my life. Ask and you shall receive in Jesus' name. Sometimes, He even gives more than you have ever imagined or expected it to be. But not every prayer or wish list comes true, sometimes when Jesus said NO or WAIT, stand still and believe that He has a better thing in store for us. Don't walk away from Him, for He never fails to wake us up every morning. He knows what is the best for us and His time is always perfect, right and beautiful. Draw closer to God, walk together and grow deeper in Him, be grateful for every process in life, be positive, be patient, just remember that God will never leave you alone even when everyone does, He watches over your life, He is the God of miracles, He is the only one that you need, and He loves you so much. ({})

Much love,

pris~~

The B stands for Blue ~ Beach ~ Bali