a post to the birthday boy.

Okay. It's already 21st July. Am sorry for just writing it down now, for I just got the time to blog right now. :p Well, in my previous post, I said I would like to write a post dedicate to my good friend whose birthday was yesterday.

Here it goes... 

*I don't know what to write actually, I will just pour out everything that I feel in my heart*

How many years that we got to know each other & becoming friends? hmm.. it's just few months, I think. But glad to know you. :) A friend that I can share some stories & problems with, a person that I can lean on, a buddy that always care for me, a partner to laugh with those lame jokes. Still, you are a good friend of mine. :) and I care with all my friends, including you. :) Thank you for everything that you have done (for me). Thank you for your efforts to cheer me up. *appreciate & feel grateful*

But things have changed. I feel it, you & people around us feel it too. Is it good or bad, no one knows & let us not to guess it. :p People around us asked me why & what's going on. No one could explained it out, even me, myself. The feeling is just complicated to understand & randomly change. I won't explain anything. Yes! I won't explain any. There are things that better left unsaid. 

But yeah.. it's kinda sad looking through to our 'bad' friendship right now. We hardly can greet each other well. Maybe it's because our ego & hard headed. (okay, you might say it is mine or that was me.) There is nothing left that I can do. I tried my best to talk to you via bbm, but you are just so cold, which make me feel offended & sometimes you were using the words which really test my patience. You judged me through your words & I have nothing left out to say. I don't want to defend myself, finding those words to protect myself from all the blames & judges. I am brave enough to face that all & let the time itself prove what's the reason actually behind all of these.

You have taken your choice & I have mine too. How about let us just appreciate each other's decisions, it will be good though. :) I don't know what will happen tomorrow or next. But I am pretty sure that everyone wants & hopes for everything to be better each day by day. Me too! It will be very nice and good if we still can be a good friends like how we were in the past. Will you? :p

Enough words to say. Clearly back to my main purpose for this post. Yeah, a happy birthday greetings.

Happy Birthday, bulet (that's my favorite nickname for you)... :D

Am wishing you all the best that this life can offer. :)

Be happy always. Do smile a lot. Enjoy the life at here. Do things that you like with friends. Stay fit & healthy. Have a good achievement on your studies.

May your dreams come true. Have a good & memorable one! ;)

Take care. :)

People come & go.

It will be nice if they can stay in our life.

But you can't do anything if they leave for good.

I would like to choose to keep all those good memories between us.

Best Regards,

the girl who cherishing the friendship.